Hey Maeve. thanks a lot for liking my pics today. that really meant a lot. I know that we haven't spoken in ages, but you're always in my thoughts, as usual, since we met during the summer of 2013 (yeah, I still remember our first convo). So I am pretty excited about this fall. I see that you have been traveling and your pics on insta look amazing. If you decide to come to america one day let me know, it would be nice to have you around. Anyways, i won't bother you anymore. Miss you friend.
Well buy me plane tickets for US and i’ll come really quickly !!!
will i ever feel fulfilled? yes. i have felt fulfilled before. i will feel fulfilled again. will i ever be content? yes. i have been content before. i will be content again. will i ever be happy? ecstatic? overcome with joy? will i ever feel surrounded by love? supported? encouraged? will i ever feel proud? will i ever feel hopeful? will i ever feel confident in myself? will i ever feel optimistic about my future? yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. my present is not my eternity.
Ruthless, I remember thinking. They are fucking ruthless. Where
does it come from, this talent for ruthlessness? It seems so easy for them. For these men. For men like these. That’s how they won, I suppose. It isn’t about being right, or having the people or God on your side. It isn’t anything that grandiose. In the end, victory goes to the hardest heart. To the ruthless go the spoils.
